Its almost a week I haven't visited my blog nor write anything. I was just preoccupied by activities hence, I almost forgot I have a blog that needs to be updated.
For the past days, I was busy at work and I also spent the lenten break just inside camp to minimize gastusin. However, I enjoyed the break by watching tv shows I couldn't watch during office hours, had enough time playing with my little Angel (puppy), and had a great time in talking to God.
It was then that I realized He showed me several signs but I ignored them. I was fighting with my feelings as a result, I felt hurt for everthing that I have gone through. Having been separated with my loving husband for the past months was not so easy. My friends told me that I was just brave enough to face the truth so I don't feel any regrets. Well, I just hide my real feelings! When I'm alone, I have the time to cry out and at the end, I thank God for giving me the right decision.
Aside from having time to treat myself and my pet and so to honor God, I had the time to gave advices to friends- which are older than me. I sometimes feel guilty for I think I am not worthy to do it because of my age. However, I am in a position to do so then I really have to.
How are you going to deal with a person that alomost everybody arround doesn't want to talk nor mingle with her because of her attitude problem? Kahirap nga naman. I don't know if I have to tighten my belt or loosen it just to find the right adjustment! The word ABSURD should be awarded to her. She doesn't want to listen to the opinion of others. What she knows is she always had the right decision. She is a professional but she doesn't carry or portrait the life of a professional. Parang uncivilized pa! Hay! Ito na nga ba ang buhay ko? Umintindi sa mga taong di nakakaintindi.
So HELP ME GOD!!!
For the past days, I was busy at work and I also spent the lenten break just inside camp to minimize gastusin. However, I enjoyed the break by watching tv shows I couldn't watch during office hours, had enough time playing with my little Angel (puppy), and had a great time in talking to God.
It was then that I realized He showed me several signs but I ignored them. I was fighting with my feelings as a result, I felt hurt for everthing that I have gone through. Having been separated with my loving husband for the past months was not so easy. My friends told me that I was just brave enough to face the truth so I don't feel any regrets. Well, I just hide my real feelings! When I'm alone, I have the time to cry out and at the end, I thank God for giving me the right decision.
Aside from having time to treat myself and my pet and so to honor God, I had the time to gave advices to friends- which are older than me. I sometimes feel guilty for I think I am not worthy to do it because of my age. However, I am in a position to do so then I really have to.
How are you going to deal with a person that alomost everybody arround doesn't want to talk nor mingle with her because of her attitude problem? Kahirap nga naman. I don't know if I have to tighten my belt or loosen it just to find the right adjustment! The word ABSURD should be awarded to her. She doesn't want to listen to the opinion of others. What she knows is she always had the right decision. She is a professional but she doesn't carry or portrait the life of a professional. Parang uncivilized pa! Hay! Ito na nga ba ang buhay ko? Umintindi sa mga taong di nakakaintindi.
So HELP ME GOD!!!
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